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20代専業主婦の育児、生活、漫画と本の話。嬉しいことも苦しいことも笑いに変えて前向きに生きたい人へ。

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引っ越しの準備と再就職のための研修の課題とラブライブ!のイベント…普段は、やるべきことがいっぱいあるときほど、不思議と疲れを忘れて生活できるのに、今回はすっかりやられている。 気がつけばもうすぐ7月。梅雨なのに雨が全然降らないせいか、6月を早…

Mar. 18th 2017

We went to see our new house today because we had a meeting. The floors had already made so we could enter the inside. Though the stairs had not made yet, we used ladders and went up. I am very looking forward living there.

Mar. 16th 2017

I was too stressful for my daughter today. I got mad again. It is too difficult for me to change my personality and grow up as a mature person. I miss Tokyo and go back there with her for a while. I will make a plan seriously.

Mar. 15th 2017

am I tired? Why cannot I forgive my daughter? I got mad several times today. She cried. I do not know why I am so stressful? because of life style? the room we sleep is too small and I cannot fall asleep. Oh, that is...

Mar.14th 2017

Today is White day, but it is not my business. I did not give a chocolate to my husband. He was given one by his collegue. He bought two boxes for her. My daughter and I went swimming. It was rainning, so I did not take lunch box today bec…

Mar. 13th 2017

I was exhausted when we came back home yesterday. So I do not remember when I fell asleep. I was sleeping when the alarm at 7amrang. I got angry too much today. I could not stand my daughters attitude. I want to sigh...

Mar. 11th 2017

Six years passed since the earthquake had happened. I was at home and about to go outside to send a letter. I felt it was an emergwncy happening. The earthquake was much bigger than I had known. However, I did not think it would be such a …

Mar.10th 2017

I got angry to my daughter so much. I scold her when she makes the same mistake again and again, or she does not stop doing what I do not want her to do. However, I love her so much and I think she is very cute. I always hug her tight.

Mar.9th 2017

My daughter asked me to let her go to the hospital because she had a pain on her finger. So we go to see a doctor and got a medicine. She was still afraid of getting into a bath tab. However, she finally did it. She was given a lot of chee…

Mar.8th 2017

I had kept a diary every night, but I fell asleep before writing it last night. When I woke up, the date had already changed. I was shocked. I am concentrating on reading books, and forget to take a rest. I am tired.

Mar. 6th 2017

My daughter is afraid of taking a bath. She has a blister and it pains when is gets wet. I am not sure if it is really painful. Is she just scared because of trauma? We will go swimming tomorrow. It is troublesome for me to keep my true op…

Mar.5th2017

We went to a cafe at lunch. Though I had been there three times, my husband and daghter came there for the first time. This cafe offers vegan dishes. We enjoyed various vagetable dishes. Before we left, I bought a handmade cup. It is blue …

Mar.4th 2017

My daughter seemed to be irritated today. She cried so much before she went to bed. She wanted to see picture books more. It is diffocult for me to control the schedule on weekends. Lives get more complicated when the number of people who …

Mar.3rd 2017

Today was a dolls festival. We celebrated at home. I cooked Chirashi zushi and osuimono. I let my daughter take a nap and she could not fall asleep tonight.

Mar. 2nd 2017

It was rainy. My daughter likes rain, so she asked me to hold her and show her the outside of the window. We went to a play room. Of course, I took an umbrella, she likes it. We walked with singing songs about rain.

Feb.28th 2017

It is my period. I am very dizzy today. I really wanted to lay down. So I held my daughter and took a walk to let her take a nap. We were sleeping until 4:30pm. She could not fell asleep until 10. We enjoyed playing in the park this mornin…

Feb. 27th 2017

My daughter has a pain on her finger. She cried when she took a bath. She was prescripted a medicine and I put it her finger. Her bone is not broken. It is a blister because of shoes shift. I hope she will get well soon. One of her friends…

Feb.26th 2017

I am too tired to have let my daughter go to aee a doctor. She cried when she took a bath. She told us she had a pain. Her finger was bruise. She did not stop crying. So my husband took her to the emergency hospital. I am waiting for their…

Feb.25th 2017

My husband made cheese. Its way was very interesting so I took a picture. I want to upload it on my article. We had some before dinner. It had not been perfect yet. I am looking forward to eating it with a toast. We went to Daikanyama to h…

Feb.23rd 2017

I do not want to hear my husband's voice. His advice often leads me to wrong ways. I am trying to do what I want to do by myself, and then he unterrupt me and says something. I obey it and now I am regret. He is angry now. AH... I cannot u…

Feb.22nd 2017

I do not want to regret that I have married my husband, but he often make me do that. I cannot stand him anymore. I cannot have a good relationship with him even though I have tried to do that thousand times. If I had a job and earned as m…

Feb.21st 2017

I bought my new smart phone, which was the same one with my husband. He tried to set up it, but he could not finish that because the maintenance time came. It is OK for me as long as I can use the old one. The problem was that I could not …

Feb.20th 2017

It was too windy today. My eyes were ichy, and my daughter did not take a nap at all. It made me irritated. Now I am so tired. Though I have already had dinner, I will have another food later. I cannot stop eating. I want to write a letter…

Feb.19th 2017

I got up early and left home at 7:40 am to take the 2nd exam of STEP pre-1. I was nervous because I did not prepare for it enough. On the way to the University, the exam station, I met a high school girl who also would take the same exam w…

Feb.18th 2017

I had a headache and sore throat this morning, and I wanted to take a rest. My husband and my daughter went to the city that we will move about half month later by train. They went to see how our house was. It seemed to have just started t…

Feb.17th 2017

My daughter was looking forward to seeing her friends at pool, but most of them got fever and could not come there. She seemed to be sad. I cannot stop eating. I am always hungry, but I have no idea what I should have. Am I stressful too m…

Feb.16th 2017

I took my daughter to see a dentist early in the morning. She did not have teeth decay, but we will have to come again two months later. A dentist let me brush my daughter's teeth. It was my brushing lesson. I was given some advice how to …

Feb.15th 2017

I had caught a cold. I have a sore throat and a slight fever. I also feel chilly. I had better to go to bed early and take a rest. However, I love to keep my weblog, and cannot stop writing. I am so sleepy though...ah...

Feb.14th 2017

Today is Valentine's day. I did not prepared for chocolates to anyone. I was waiting for some chocolates that my husband would bring, however, he forgot bringing ones. I could not have any chocolates tonight. I picked a slice of bread now.…

Feb.13th 2017

I was so tired today because my daughter did not take a nap. She has not taken a nap for 4days...Though she went to bed earlier, I wanted to take a nap in the afternoon. I will have to get used to her new life style. My studying for STEP p…

Feb.12th 2017

My husband, my daugther and I went shopping together. We chose some gifts for each friend. There were lots of stuff in the shop, and we really enjoyed just looking at them. Finally we decided to buy tablewares of the very hungry caterpille…

Feb.11th 2017

I went shopping in the morning with mu husband and daughter to buy some groceries for making pizza. We would make pizza for dinner. I had been looking forward to doing it since last week. I had my hair cut in the afternoon. I liked it so m…

Feb.10th 2017

I did not think it would be snowy today. So I did not take an umbrella, and we went swimming by baggy. It was sunny and shiny when we left home. However, it was snowing when we were about to go back home. Oh, no! We got wet...and because o…

Feb.9th 2017

My daughter and I went to take gymnastics class today because one of our friends asked us to go together. She cannot understand the rules of the games, but she seemed to enjoy. She likes dancing with music. She could describe herself throu…

Feb.8th 2017

My daughter, my husband and I went to Anpanman museum. Though it was chilliy, there were so many families there. Most of children had some anpanman stuffs, but my daguther did not. Even though she is interested in some stuff, she usually d…

Feb.7th 2017

My daughter and I went swimming today. Both of us really enjoyed the lesson. After that we had lunch with our friends as usual. Most of mothers who take swimming lessons with us will return to work from April. We will miss them so much. I …

Feb.6th 2017

I did not expect that my daughter would take a nap, but she did. I studied for the 2nd exam of STEP pre-1 with having a piece of cheese cake and a cup of coffee. I am very worried if I will be able to pass the exam. I have to practice to o…

Feb. 5th 2017

Today was Sunday. To tell the truth it is a little bit hard for me to take care of my daughter all day. Such little children like repeating the same things. It is boring for me, and it makes me tired and sleepy. Especially when she does no…

Feb.4th 2017

We had a meeting for housing. It was about lights and switches. It was the toughest part for us because it was so complicated, but it had done. I am very looking forward to moving to our new house. The meeting was so long that we were exha…

Feb.3rd 2017

Today was "Setsubun", I wanted to do something traditional, but actually I did nothing special. My daughter is too little to throw soy beans (she may eat it before cooking). However, we did some craft and sang some Setsubun songs. Next yea…

Feb. 2nd 2017

My daughter was sniffling so much. I did not think she caught a cold, but I took her to see the doctor because she would not be able to sleep tonight. Her nasal congestion always makes herself and me annoyed. She did not take a nap at all.…

Feb.1st 2017

I have been anemic since yesterday. I am dizzy all day. However, I cannot help wrting blog even though I am so sleepy. I take pleasure in writing what I want to say. I still have a lot of things to describe. I want to organize my idea more…

Jan.31st 2017

I was asked by a staff who works in a play room for kids. " Are you always so calm at home?" I answered honestly, "No, never. I always get angry at home, that's why I often come here." Actually, the reason why I spend most of time outside …

Jan.30th 2017

My daughter did not take a nap today. I felt one day is so long. She went to bed at 7pm, and fell asleep at 7:30pm. It was lucky though. She really enjoyed painting again. She could not stop it. She especially liked orange, so a table beca…

Jan.29th 2017

In these days my daughter is interested in art works. Today she liked to put out the paints. She cannot stop doing that. When I suggested that we should have taken a walk and gone shopping, but she did not have the ear to hear. She got ang…

Jan.27th 2017

She loves eating, and she often tries to take food on my dishes. So I was very surprised when she gave me a slice of orange. This is the biggest topic today, so I had to write down it at first. She took a nap too much. Even though I touche…

Jan.26th 2017

She has had eczema since the day before yesterday. So I had to go to see a doctor early in the morning. There was a kid's room in the hospital, and she found anpanman stuff. Her eyes got bright, then she hugged anpanman. After a check-up, …

Jan. 25th 2017

My daughter is still being addicted to clay work. As soon as she finised having breakfast, she pointed out the clay, and started to play. She was concentrate on her work without telling me she did poo and pee. I scolded her madly again. Wh…

Jan.24th 2017

Today my daughter and I enjoy swimming, but after that I scolded her. When we had lunch with our friends, she knocked over her lunch boxes with her feet! Everybody were surprised at the sound, and my angry voice. OMG... What's worse, she d…

Jan.23rd 2017

Recently, I have been so irritated because my daughter's action is representative "terrible twos." She gets mad when I tell her to get out from the bath. She cannot decide which socks she puts on. She squats down on the street. I also get …