I was asked by a staff who works in a play room for kids.
" Are you always so calm at home?"
I answered honestly,
"No, never. I always get angry at home, that's why I often come here."
Actually, the reason why I spend most of time outside is not to get angry. I can be calm when I stay at a play room. To talk with staffs and other mothers makes me comfortable. Both my daughter and I can be happy there.
She took a nap for a long time today. She cannot keep being awaken while going back home. How can I manage her life style? I must be used to the life that she does not take a nap. Changing life style is always difficult.